justice

dont look , dont glare,
dont long , dont stare.
you cannot get away

look out ,look out, Ive have almost no doubt
now i know you, your short and stout.
i know your eyes , i know your face,
i know your smirking, filthy grimace.

you think you can touch wherever you want.
you think you can get away ,even when you taunt.
you think its funny , and think its smart
when you touch my body and stealthily dart.

your sly, your crude, your vulgarly rude
your smile shall vanish, like your gestures lewd.
your hands will no more, be linked to your brain
soon you shall realize, your no more sane

your manhood shall shrink forever, in a hole
your body shall be hung, upside down on a pole
your pride will be smashed, along with your soul.
your existence will question ,itself as a whole

your deeds inglorious of torture and pain
shall now be punished and you will be slain.
what you thought was you power is now your death
your end is coming the stage is set.

another day i see you messing around,
innocent women , who in silence are bound.
down you shall go , into your doom
for you to breathe , there shall be no room

dont look , dont glare,
dont long , dont stare.
you cannot get away
this time, the verdict, shall be very fair

you

if i carved you out of sunshine
and cast you to the stars.
and kept you for just myself
for now and years afar.

i would lose out on the winters
and lose out on the rain
and lose the tiny pleasures
that trickles out of pain

if i carved you out of sunshine
and cast you to the stars.
and held your hand for ever
leaving my door ajar

i would lose out on my leashes
and lose my zeal to live
and lose those single moments
i would have myself to give

if i carved you out of sunshine
and cast you to the stars.
and never leave your bedside
being for ever yours

i would lose out on my passions
and lose my worth inside
and lose out being myself
flow with ebbing tide.

if i carved you out of sunshine
and cast you to the stars.
i would have you in my bosom
close to my yearning heart.

lost

dont touch the wall,the stench is still too strong,
you can still feel, the scattered mass beneath.
dont breadth so deep,your pain shall not stay long.
your health may stir the movements of your feet.

dont touch the floor,the creatures will rise too soon.
out of death and thrive again to kill
dont touch the mass,they shall rise with the rising moon
devouring your soul ,till you cannot resit, even with the utmost will.

dont touch my hand ,my infected being longs to be loved in the rain
my face has shriveled to a shadowy form , lost its reason to smile
dont touch my hair ,its luster gone , matted , dry stains of pain remain.
my body aches to lie down, but i must, wait beside the heinous pile

dont touch my feet ,you cannot stoop ,so low as i have
my desires reek of unknown power, to seek all i want.
dont touch my heart, its still ,so very weekly naive.
hopes for love, unknowing the truth she must confront.

dont touch my soul,its strangely restless, almost breaking free
my tears drop rippling by onto the earthen mesh.
dont touch my thoughts, let them fly amongst the casuarina tree.
lost in the wind, my breath awaits , of life starting afresh.

leashes

i dread facing my image now
she or rather it petrifies me.
i feel oft like a monstrous being
fearing its own ghost..

the last time i looked at her
her beauteous flick mesmerized me
i would gap at those midnight tresses
smiling at her lovely nature

yet now , she feels so lost within
crumbling her self , distorting me
her enigma looses its power
she has lost her sheen

i hate to witness my own reflect
leashes binding her to death
peace has abandoned her company
rage consoles my heart bereft.

her distorted being devours her beauty
feeding on her soul and mine
helpless , her leashes bind me too
my being struggles for sanity

my mind tired ,my hung low,
my body loosing its strength
giving in to the bounds of reality
i surrender to my shadow.

love struck

my heart sings a song to you,
a song of love , a song of care,
a song reliving the love we share.
singing mildly 'i love you too'.

i open my eyes, my music flies
rhythmic verses ,eternal ties
reaching your heart
now filled with sighs.

passion burning within my core
filled with reveries of cupid's sore.
aching for your embrace.
my soul awaits her cure

my restless mind now loosing pace
your kiss , so filled with endearing grace
i see , no sun , no shadowy night
my world witness , your loving sight

my bosom yearns for you touch
the ecstasy of your kiss
the desire of your being.
impregnating my element

i close my eyes , my world awake
harmony strung for love's sake.

wishes.....

if i were to buy you riches,
and set your throne high.
i would bleed my hands out;
but ne'er would i sigh.

if i were to win you kingdoms,
and every meadow green.
i'd savor times of skirmish
but never be the queen.

if i were to bring you wisdom,
and store you worthy manse.
with knowledge of centuries
without an aching glance.

but if i were to seek your ardor,
and wish your genial care.
id stand by my casement,
just wishing you were here.

mystified

i woke up just now in fear , yes. yet another terribly bad dream.
i am fed up now. i hate this phobia developing within me , yet somehow i cannot see what it is...

sinking within , petrified to even realize what is engulfing me...
i keep thinking and repeating to myself that it is a dream,
yet my mind ,shudders in fear, what if its not a dream what if its true...
its meaning i know not what , is mostly undecipherable.
my poetry lacks the ability to narrate its vividness...
it seems a nightmare now , so full yet so hollow ..
catastrophe to mankind, yet when i wake up , i smile to myself ...
the pleasure of having this dream is like an addiction .
i dream it repeatedly , telling myself its may be real, just to wake up and realize its a dream...........
it starts with a bright sunshine , flowers , beaches. its as if some movie camera is focusing on all the good things of life...focusing on life itself.....bright green canopies ,blue seas, and lovely breeze.
gradually day breaks with war in the plains while i watch from the mountain top. deadly and bloody , men slaughtered like animals, i have never witnessed such intensity and impact of explosion...hatred within mankind for each other. I feel my toes curling in fear
My mind is raked with such tremendous torture..I pray to some unearthly being to help.
the skies are bleeding now,the rainfall being strangely red and acidic.
I am scared i hide , in a cave ...only to find myself impregnated with child........
it seems so real , i feel too devastated and scared to even believe it. My body feels heavy and i can feel life within me.
i can even feel immense pain in my head , bright light fills the cave .I see myself holding a baby wrapped in blood covered white sheets....
it ends with an explosion ,everything around me is destroyed while the baby sleeps peacefully in my arms unaware of anything that is occurring in her surroundings.

its very unusual to have such violent dreams maybe my mind seeks an outlet in creating such contradictory situations ....
i am a perturbed .