leashes

i dread facing my image now
she or rather it petrifies me.
i feel oft like a monstrous being
fearing its own ghost..

the last time i looked at her
her beauteous flick mesmerized me
i would gap at those midnight tresses
smiling at her lovely nature

yet now , she feels so lost within
crumbling her self , distorting me
her enigma looses its power
she has lost her sheen

i hate to witness my own reflect
leashes binding her to death
peace has abandoned her company
rage consoles my heart bereft.

her distorted being devours her beauty
feeding on her soul and mine
helpless , her leashes bind me too
my being struggles for sanity

my mind tired ,my hung low,
my body loosing its strength
giving in to the bounds of reality
i surrender to my shadow.

love struck

my heart sings a song to you,
a song of love , a song of care,
a song reliving the love we share.
singing mildly 'i love you too'.

i open my eyes, my music flies
rhythmic verses ,eternal ties
reaching your heart
now filled with sighs.

passion burning within my core
filled with reveries of cupid's sore.
aching for your embrace.
my soul awaits her cure

my restless mind now loosing pace
your kiss , so filled with endearing grace
i see , no sun , no shadowy night
my world witness , your loving sight

my bosom yearns for you touch
the ecstasy of your kiss
the desire of your being.
impregnating my element

i close my eyes , my world awake
harmony strung for love's sake.

wishes.....

if i were to buy you riches,
and set your throne high.
i would bleed my hands out;
but ne'er would i sigh.

if i were to win you kingdoms,
and every meadow green.
i'd savor times of skirmish
but never be the queen.

if i were to bring you wisdom,
and store you worthy manse.
with knowledge of centuries
without an aching glance.

but if i were to seek your ardor,
and wish your genial care.
id stand by my casement,
just wishing you were here.